I am lost again.. and Separate

I am lost again..

But know its really deep

With who?
With all my past.

My nightmare.
My lone less.

Just ignore it but...
Like in black room 
Everything become dark.
Become mute.
Become pretty out.
I am still stuck in there..
Because why?
How come?
I didn't even know.
Didn't even care.
Didn't even see.
Only one... 
Just one I need..
Maybe one minute with you.
Together with you.
For one minute with you.

Separate
You..
Always you who hit my mind
You..
Yes, you..
Who always I want to hire
Yet not you again in my head
Not you again
Why? 
Because I already conscious that you aren't with me again
And we are separate again..

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