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Self (Sweet) Sour Page 3

Hobbies. Recently if I talk about my hobby or my activity for killing time, always comes to my mind are reading book and watching vlog. Because I amn't having much time to writing with serious, it always comes as the last thing on my mind. As you may known, my self always including coffee as my favourite drink. Even in this blog, I didn't forget to mention about coffee.  Yeah, these days my interest about it gone in highest point for me. Little by little I learn how make coffee from bean. Brought some tools just for making coffee and learn how to be able serve coffee for others.  Tbh I've been thinking to open coffee shop and learn how to be barista 😅 Well, serving coffee for my self for now become my habbit.  Sound of grinder so healing for me as I grinding some beans. And for some reasons, my close friend and uncle giving me a bag of coffee. Yup, right now anything relate about coffee became my new hobby. Having interest about it, make me want to learn more about it. N...

Self Sour Page 2 (*4.12)

4.12➡️My MUSE He is my muse to writing.  Not thinking about him and vice versa I made more one story from him. Poems, short stories, my instagram status.  The whole feelings about him, the nostalgics, the hates, the loves, the BIG sorry to him.  But come on, I'm liar if I said forget him. Almost 4 years after that incident, tbh I missed and missing him.  My pray for you still same, Bro.  Be healthy, don't over workiing yourself, be happy, be stronger as always for your mom, dad & sister.  Still be inspire for me, loving your half if you found one now or still find and be a man for your future.  Happy birthday for the 4th years that I missed and for your 29th later.  Btw, if you later read it. I'm happy and miss you, friend (I love one) . NO COPY PASTE WITHOUT CREDIT  coffeepen,books

Self Sour Page 1

8.07 10:43 am Today, I start to write my daily story. Pouring anything about my feeling. Weekly ago I felt worries. Stress much about working. Sometimes feeling not much rest even I'm resting enough. An other day complain about my day.  As good write if I can say -I'm not on it-, when you can write your problem of course you should know how to write about solution.  My solution about it, no more complain just enjoy it and be grateful about it. Well, people say every body have tough day in their life. It's just how they act to handling it.  I'm challenge my new self to be trust, confident and honest than my old self. Refilling my self so that I can refresh my engine with cool mind. Remember my self you are very special as you are now.  NO COPY PASTE WITHOUT CREDIT  coffeepen,books

#MyAutumn to Spring, Now Summer Haze

MyAutumn surprise will begin, spring want join if I talk about .. Awal tahun ini kejutan besar menanti. Akhir tahun lalu secara sengaja mengirim draft naskah yang sudah dua tahun terbengkalai. Gak kepikiran kalo naskah itu pada akhirnya membawa satu lagi impian jadi terwujud. Hingga detik ini masih gak percaya dengan kenyataan ini. Kontak dengan penerbit yang pertama ada dipikiran ya kalo naskah itu nanti ditolak, mau di- posting dalam blog ini. Paling tidak masih ada wadah untuk membuat cerita itu hidup. Gak kepikiran juga blog ini bisa sampai seperti sekarang. Dua tahun yang lalu sampai sekarang jadi tempat yang masih sering dikunjungi. Ternyata draft yang dulu selalu ditunda untuk diselesaikan menjadi langkah pertama mimpi itu terwujud. Still not believe it, but Alhamdulillah it comes. Spill the tea, the book still far away to join in bookstore  -d ont wanna tell why 😅- . Todays, 23rd May 2020 (currently life at now summer haze).. Reading, working, reading, working, repe...

#MyAutumn: 2019 (Currently) Hobby, 2020 More Planning

December 2019 2019 having so much times to enjoy what I really love. Not just reading and blogging, I also enjoying to study about coffee. As you know I really like this beverage not forget to mention about milk also. First time I familiar with coffee because of my job. My job force me to stay up at midnight till early morning. So I decided to try coffee. I usually didn't really like bitter food and drink. Only one cup of moccacino I can be awake for 12 hours for the first try. Beside moccacino, I like vanilla latte. Having coffee for first time, I making it with instant coffee. Much easy and simple one. But after knew more about coffee, I changing my mind. Making coffee from beans to brewing until make it on cup, feel like something refreshing. I cant say my self pro about coffee, I'm just love study about making coffee to my self. Very beginner as an amateur. Falling love with latte Start searching about coffee. From simple recipe to make coffee at home like coffee ...

#MyAutumn: Worries and Choices

Should do it like that? Worries and choices.. Masalah terpenting dari segala kekhawatiran yang dipikirkan dan pilihan yang harus diputuskan adalah bekerja dua kali lebih keras untuk segala halnya. Mengekspresikan perasaan tetapi tetap menjaga untuk lebih kalem dengan segala yang berlebihan, tenaga ekstra yang harus terkuras. No, didn't expect more about it. Just make everythings to slow down with beautifuly are truly hardest. But -just maybe- it will come with peace at least.  The last about more paradigms make me want to close and solve it. Too much worries I must to think, too much choices I must take.  Know what should I do, but still have doubt. Can we just enjoy the show without thinking too much about worries and choices?  It's not about me to blabbering my worries or choices. It's about me after thinking too much and made self dizzy for no reason 😬 Hey, girl! Why you came back without finish your stories today?   NO COPY PASTE WITHOUT CREDI...

#MyAutumn: Me, mine

I thought me changed.. Before loved, then hated.. After sad, was happy.. Morning practice, afternoon rest.. From us, break to mine. I'm not robot, just ordinary people Have special moment as marathon runner as well .... .... .... .... From life Simple word, only once Not to be YOLO or WOLO Know the meaning? Pass Abnormal go to unnoticed  Chance to be difference You go to yours and Me should be mine Thanks, forgot to say Bye, don't remember Part a way as nostalgic Ah, Mine... Always coffee with it grounds Story with last letters Pen with only dot . Me, mine #MyAntumntonextstorycontinue NO COPY PASTE WITHOUT CREDIT  coffeepen,books